I Want to Blow my Brains Out

I'm finding it harder and harder for me to get motivated to go to work every morning, especially when I'm planning on quitting sometime in 2011.  All I've been doing is counting down the days and adjusting my budget sometimes twice a day so I can see if there's any way of quitting sooner than September.  Why September you ask?  I want to make sure we have a solid nug of money so we never have to worry about me not working or have to worry about being strapped.  That's just not the way we like to live or are used to living.  All credit cards and car payments will also be paid off prior to myself quitting so those are less bills to have to worry about.  Why keep wasting money on interest when we could be using that to go on vacations?  My daughter is also going to be going into the 6th grade in August 2011 which is a milestone.  New school, new friends etc. so we promised to take her to Mexico before her 6th grade year starts.  These are all reasons why I will still be working until then.  Let's not forget we are spending $6500 on my boobs in two weeks.  My ultimate goal would be to get laid off so I can collect unemployment instead of just quitting and getting nothing.  I don't see how I would be able to get away with that though.............